In times when I start envying other people who have "normal" families, happy couples and newly weds, it is good to be reminded of the blessings that I am enjoying. And of the life I can build for myself and Thea. Kaya ata walang interesado sa 'kin, kasi they can sense that I don't need them hahaha! Hay...
happy 4th month baby, don't grow up too fast.... 
" I learned the most important lesson of my life: that the extraordinary is not the birthright of a chosen and priveleged few, but of all people, even the humblest. that is my one certainty: we are all the manifestation of the divinity of GOD".
- Paulo Coelho
" the easiest thing in the world is to be you. the most difficult thing to be is what other people want you to be. don't let them put you in that position"
- Dr. Leo Buscaglia
..:: Learn from my failure ::..
Failure does not mean I have accomplished nothing;
Yet it doesn't mean I have learned something.
Failure does not mean I have been a fool;
Yet it does mean I had enough to experiment.
Failure does not mean I have disgraced;
Yet it does mean I have dared to try.
Failure does not mean I don't have it:
Yet it does mean I have something to do in a different way.
" you don't love because people deserve it. you love because you have it in your heart. you love because they are human beings, because they are the creations of GOD".
- Immaculee Llibigiza
Dear God,
It's been years since I last wrote you, though I know we've been having conversations everyday...still I'd like to write you. It helps me in a lot of ways when I write and see for myself how much you've blessed me and the people I love dearly. :-)
Thank You, God...
... for finding love, even for a short time, I felt so happy to have him. Now that it's over, I still thank You because I gained a lot from that relationship
... for giving me little Thea, even if I have to raise her without Jin, I know You'll be his Father, and You'll provide him with the love she truly deserves
... for my family, especially my Mom and Dad, who made everything easier for me...
... for my dear friends, even those from way back, who always make me smile, who gives endless encouragements, who listen to all my frustrations... I'm really blessed to have them!
... for my officemates who have always been supportive, who have been my nth family :-)
... for my Thea's Godparents, who have always been there for me, especially during my "hell week", when He Who Must Not Be Named (let's call him Jin) decided to call it quits
... for new friends, some I haven't met before, but only talked with through text messages... hope to meet them soon
There are a lot of things to be thankful for. This sort of summarizes everything...
I hope to write more in the coming days...
Till then, thanks again, my Friend, my Father, my God.
beng
We're in Baguio right now, and memories come alive... I miss having someone, but I'm not eager to have a new one. Ewan!
I see families on vacation... daddy, mommy and little kids... I once saw myself having one of those vacations... well, my version would be Lolo, Lola, Mommy, and Baby...
Dapat talaga makuntento na lang ako.
